December 2009
49 posts
“And when I say let’s keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d...”
– br& nu
A Praise Chorus - Jimmy Eat World
I’m on my...
It's 3 AM and I must be lonely
I saw one of my two oncologists today, Dr. Anand. After a dozen different screenings, photographs and ultrasounds, the conclusion is that my tumor has shrunk from 4.2 mm to 3.5 mm. Basically the best news ever; we’re moving right along. There isn’t any fluid around my eye or optic nerve and my vision has actually improved since August. Because of these last two things, Dr....
Tales from Burleson, Texas
North Texas has the shittiest weed. I am so annoyed that I was never successfully blazed while I was here. Makes this town even worse.
I have an oncologist appointment tomorrow where I’ll be getting steroid injections in my eye to further prevent long-term damage from my past radiation. I’m terrified.
After that, I leave to go back home. ATX, baybay. I’m gonna miss my mom and...
Well, I’m going back to Burleson tomorrow. And I’m not happy.
The people are shitty, the weed is shitty, driving 3 hours after a 6-hour Christmas Eve shift is shitty.
If my mom didn’t rule so much, I wouldn’t even be going back. Fuck all of you that don’t know what working for your shit is like, and just get to take the whole month off to sit on your ass some more.
...
“Dude I do this like, every night.”
“What?”
“Lose… LOSE MY SHIT. I literally spend like 30 minutes each day looking for shit I’ve misplaced.”
“I am so fucking in love with you. Even when you’re not in my life,...”
It’s been a while since I’ve created an actual post and not reblogged or just put up a quote.
So, it’s really nice having my apartment all to myself. I hate my roommates so much. I’ve been smoking a lot of weed. I’ve been listening to a lot of Reggie and the Full Effect. I can’t believe Christmas is on Friday. I miss my mom and Amanda but other than that, I...
“If she loves you, if she really loves you, you’ll know it. If you can wake up to...”
– Pasha Malla (via roaringxrainbow) (via quote-book) (via lovebot)
“There are few things in life as fulfilling as a bowl that stays lit.”
“Let me serenade the streets of L.A.
From Oakland to Sacktown,
the Bay Area and...”
– California Love - 2PAC
“I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts…
I believe in nothing,...”
– 100 Suns - 30 Seconds to Mars
Enter: Misery.
I have been ill beyond words since Wednesday morning. I worked yesterday and have another shift tonight, so I suppose I’m functioning, just not well or happily. My finals ended Thursday, so technically I’m on winter break. Really, I’m quite happy about that because I won’t lie, I hate college. I love living on my own (despite my unbearable roommates), I love the parties, I...
I have this extreme paranoia...
…that I’m always getting sick.
Now is one of those times. So I am trying to finish a gallon of orange juice before I go to bed.
Don’t ask my why that makes sense, or how that could possibly help.
Progress, no?
The Blower’s Daughter - Damien Rice
So far, so good...
It’s 3:14 in the afternoon. I have been awake since 7:30. Normally this would not be such an accomplishment, however, I went to sleep at 5:30 AM. Yes, that is two hours of sleep. A nap, if you will. And I’ll be leaving for work shortly, where I won’t get off until 10, and then I’ll come home to write a paper and study for my Astronomy final. If I were Hugh Heffner,...
It's 11:11 and now you wanna talk...
Well first things first, it most certainly is not 11:11. In fact, it’s 5:06 AM. I have class at 9. Yes, this is my life. The song I posted previous to this entry is a cover of a song by Counting Crows by the same title, but I feel typing this elongated sentence is somehow less work than going back and editing the post. Plus, it’s totally so much less artistic to add unnecessary detail...
Anna Begins - Craig Owens
“You try to tell...
“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t...”
– Charlie, The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
“Without forgiveness, we’re savages. You’re drowning.”
– Larry (Clive Owen), Closer
Caldecott Tunnel - Something Corporate
We don't have much room to live.
I have not updated in a long while. I have finals this week, I’m trying to lose weight and I love my best friends.
I have plans to get shitty in West Campus tonight.
I am also downloading perhaps the finishing touch to my Something Corporate collection, their album that was recorded live at the Fillmore theater.
With my Christmas money (or perhaps as a Christmas gift, if anyone sees...
Wait - Something Corporate
“Wish I could...
